Dear janesmith,
please accept my condolences on the loss of your siblings, and your mom / no matter if it was expected or unexpected you will be sidelined by shock, pain, disbelief and loss.. and I am sure other feelings too.
this is a difficult and tragic time for you and I hope you will find the Forum is a place where you can share ask questions and be able to make some sense of it all.
i am just one person who writes responses, and I have experienced loss and grief also. It’s different for each of us but so much is the same / anger for your loved ones being ripped away, guilty because you are left behind to cope, sadness that you can’t continue these relationships... so much, too much.
just knis that this is a safe place to share how you are feeling, and to get s response. Sometimes just having s listening ear and to vent is the purpose that helps the most
please know you are embraced, and your story was heard.
Know that you are stronger than you think, that you are resilient and that the difficulties we face in life teaches us a lot, and we support you.
I look forward to other responses, aNd hope you will feel that you are among friends
please let us know if you are able to find a grief support group in your local area. Honestly this is a lot for one person to deal with,
I send you my support and my thoughts via this message
look forward to your reply
sincerely
NatR ❤️